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6/28- Vacant Saint

Oblique Strategy: Don’t Be Frightened Of Cliches

6- Vacant Saint

there’s only one window in my room
well, two, but I can only get to one
and there’s a radiator right in front
so when I need some fresh air I must kneel

dirtying the air is worse, though
head bowed as if in prayer, deep inhale
close your eyes, don’t think about the burn
on your lungs or your thighs

and my eyes, oh god, how they ache
exhale, throw yourself from the radiator
wave the cloud away and get on your feet
slam it shut for a few more prayers

I said I would stop
and you will, you will
I have to get out
and you will, you will

Dionysus will offer his blessings, of course
The rest will leave you out to dry
Your patron Saint John is shaking his head
Hail marys won’t do much though you’re free to try

Ease up now, i’m in the clear
I’m in the home stretch now at least
Another half hour and the cloud will be back
In the form of a brand new beast

#february2026